No Mighty Jesus

No Mighty Jesus

Sometimes I want to take my smile

And bury it deep down to the ground

To keep it there in perpetuity, or until

One anyway really wants it to be found

One that is not all that all above or that hoity-toity

To take the bloody ole spade and dig it the heck out

Who isn't afraid of some darkness of circumstance

Not too pussy, not too wussy and not to proud

Sometimes I want to take all of those tears

And wet the earth to make some new life grow

Some mellifluous, charming and convincing flower

For all the ones that and what I love to better know

Better know that it is in posse to really reckon on me

As vast and multitudinous it may ever though appear

That there is goodness and there is a lot of capacity

Pretty great and sublime stuff behind all the fear

I just want to be understood and all appreciated

Don't want to do any harm hardly ever, at all

And even though I'm no "mighty" Jesus

I have my reasons as well as my call

My call to make the world a better place

My duty to support and help the misunderstood

My vision to make a change however tiny it may be

To die knowing that I didn't corrupted myself as I could

I may not be that perfect

I may not be all that I am

I may not be great fitting

Though, I am and I can

I can suffuse extraordinary dreams

I can surprise whoever else and myself

I am an quite open and not read book

Too good to get dusty on the shelf

So maybe help me you "mighty" Jesus

If you are ..., too, don't be shy and get in

Make things right and make things happen

Make blood thick again, not watery, not thin

HC_Behrens

October 15, 2016

[10:30 hrs]

Kisses for the Past

Kisses for the Past

I've been close to you

And now I'm 

Not,

I'm 

On my WAY

To get what it's got.

To get what's mine for REAL,

To get what's mine for me to FEEL.

I'm JUST all right

I'm just OK,

I am 

Quite relaxed

And on my WAY.

Give me JUST

One more kisses to

LEAVE'm TO THE PAST,

Give me JUST

One more

LOVE,

For SOME ...

Faith,

For SOME ...

Reason,

For SOME ...

Blood

HERE TO LAST...!

JUST give me 

SOME more kisses

For me "To GO",

To "Let it GO",

JUST give me

SOME more kisses

For me to KNOW!

To KNOW,

That I'm worth doing, worth striving for...!

To KNOW,

That I'm worthwhile all that dulcet smile...!

To KNOW,

That I'm worth the trouble...!

And worth one's while...!

You have been too good to be TRUE

That ONE PERCENT, but the perverse,

I really appreciate your HONESTY

All your power to rehearse.

I have the GUTS,

I have the big HEART,

I have the very VISION,

What's up and next

To come and 

Expect

Is simply "GOD's"

decision...!

HC_Behrens

September 29, 2016

[10:25 hrs]

The Flower Astray

The Flower Astray

I know that I 

Eventually, have to let go

What never was mine in the first place,

I take my chances

Trying to take it easy,

Projecting a smile 

Facing to face.

There will be no more flower

That won't remind me 

Of the one you

Didn't get,

I really long to replace it

Anyway, anyhow and always

And, I live to not regret.

Just to see your smile

Makes me feel in heaven

Just to hear you sing

Kicks me out 

Of blue,

Even though I might 

Never ever possess you

I am free to love you.

You are love to me

No matter how

Nore what,

You are love

So very

Fine,

I know love is free and 

Still, being a human being

It hurts, not to be able 

Calling you mine.

I keep looking to the place

Where two heavy chairs

Took it some easy

Having fun,

Leaving 

Sweet memories

And no way

To run.

Facts are against us

Facts, and maybe more,

Facts without God

Made in 

"Humanity"

But what 

For...?

Do you even care...?

Or are you as 

I am...?

Could you possibly be...

My soulmate

My so equivalent

My "wo-hu-man"...?

I don't want you to worry

I don't want you to choose

I just want you to gain

And never ever 

Again lose...!

You are my flower

My one flower long astray

Keep amplifying your flavor

Keep lovelifying my way.

HC_Behrens

September 27, 2016

[ 09:50 hrs ]

AMEN

AMEN

I want to learn...

To get hold of myself 

I want to learn...

Not to cry,

I want to learn...

Seriously, not to care 

Sometimes,

I want to learn...

How to fly...! 

I want to learn to...

Easily hold someone

And be sure to me 

Once and again,

I want to learn...

How to use my power

And be my own 

Big fan. 

I want to learn...

To sleep at night just having

Sweet, sweet dreams,

How to hold you tight

And, know what it means.

I want to learn...

How to write a song

That is actually be sung

And not vanished into air,

How to make you trust 

How to let you care.

I want to learn...

Not to be that scared

Under my courage,

To travel light

With

Without

Such Luggage.

I want to learn...

To make you want me

The way that I want you,

To start something and...

Really, follow through.

I want to learn...

To truly be that such me

Whoever that may be,

How to fit enough

Freely and free.

Am I a fool...?

Am I worthwhile...?

Or am I just to be taken...?

Once in a while...!

I'm afraid to get to the other side...!

I'm afraid to awaken...!

But I can do it

"Anything"

Well, I can do it 

With you,

I can worship

Can follow

I can

Seriously, be true...!

I want to learn..., how to

Stop acting like a "little girl"

And start acting "like a man",

Want to escape all sabotage

And give the world 

All that I am.

I want to learn..., how to, how...

Besides having lots of work, how to

Actually gaining some money,

Being still adorable

Even when

Even if,

Not being funny...!

I want to learn...

Who and what for I  am

When I don't sleep, 

Eat, or write,

I want to learn...

Who's the best in me, inside?

I want to learn...

(Even just for a while)

To respect, trust and love

Just myself for a change

More than my next,

How to speak my feelings,

Without any kind of text.

Yes, I want to learn to...

How to do constantly some more, well

Not, even get hurt in my dreams,

I want to see how things are

And not how it seems.

I want so badly to learn...

How to walk lightly and unfazed

No matter the status quo of the posts,

Without being burdened by my complex

By my demons and my ancient ghosts,

"My dearest, my love of my life..."

I want to learn to...

What matters

Most.

I want to learn...

How to ever control my emotions

How to get angry a lot, without

Transform to a "Hulk",

I want to learn...

Being 

A big child

An adult.

Mostly I want to learn to...

Neither fall in love too easily

Nor that extreme hardly,

To affect you 

Gently 

As a

"CORE WAVE"

Not...

As a 

Dazzling,

Mind-blowing

All-consuming

(Friggin')

"HARDCORE PARTY"...!

I want to learn...

How to cry out loudly

My joyful happiness,

I want to learn...

To confess,

I want to learn...

How to forget everything

Around me,

Around all you,

Around God...!

"And just bloody BLESS...!"

Am I a fool...?

Am I worthwhile...?

Or am I just to be taken...?

Once in a while...!

I'm afraid to get to the other side...!

I'm afraid to awaken...!

But I can do it

"Anything"

Well, I can do it 

With you

I can worship

Can follow

I can

Seriously, be true...!

HC_Behrens

September 27, 2016

[08:30 hrs]

Meu Sabor é Você

Meu Sabor é Você

O que é isto que você 

Não me deixe de novo dormir

Estou sonhando acordado

Também não basta 

Que não paro de sorrir

Ligado ao teu sorriso

Tão tal adorado

Na minha barriga voam aviões

Com varias e uma só 

Direção

O destino é você

Com toda e nenhuma 

Dessas "Com toda a razão"

Eu admiro o teu poder

Me banhando na tua sensatez

E acabo entre minha e tua fragrânçia

Fazendo sentido devorar-te sim desta vez

Será que finalmente sou assim chamada sego

Será que igualmente assim chamada já caí

Em nessa de...

Sem etnia, 

Sem nação, 

Sem classe social, 

Partido político ou religião

Somente o teu hálito no meu hálito

O teu odor já no meu odor

"Pimentados-de-cheiro"

Somente aquela 

"Ilusão"

Somente o teu desejo

Explodindo no meu coração

Causando uma dor tão imensa

Chamando a minha mão

Aquela mão que sim você 

Segurou e acariciou

De tal maneira

Doce...

...em neste teu merecido cansaço...!

Eu tenho fé

Eu tenho medo

Eu tenho amor...

...dentro deste teu lindo abraço...!

Não tenho mais todas essas certezas

Não sei se tem vida depois desta vida

Se eu realmente aprendi a viver só

Esta vez depois....

...uma "Deus me livre" partida...!

Seja como for 

Eu vou examinando 

O embaixo da camisa

Cada cor e cada texto

Cada linha, cada...

Cada, e o resto

Meu cheiro tem o teu cheiro já

Meu gosto já o teu gosto

E minhas palavras

Resultam

Nesta tua razão

Vermelho no meu rosto

Eu te devoro, sim, certinho

Honestamente e com

Muito carinho

A tua esta sangre

Basta para a viver

Seja qual for

O vinho

HC_Behrens

September 26, 2016

[06:30 hrs]

De Cor

De Cor

Eu sou e serei tudinho e absolutamente livre

Assim conectado, ligado, amarrado

E juntinho com você

Tu serás agora e doravante

Noite e dia, e a pequena morte

Neste novo amanhecer

Eu te conheço, a tua alma

A insustentável leveza

De tu seres, de cor

Porque involuntariamente desejando

Eu detectei este seu amor

De cima por baixo

Por foras e por o dentro

De maneira concreta e absoluta

Sem antes, dentro e depois do vento

Nesta eternidade limitada da existência

E a ilusão vaga de todas às certezas

Do espaço que se chama tempo

Eu vivo por seu lindo querer

Eu vivo por aquele, o seu prazer

Eu vivo por servir ao teu caminho

Nesta caminhada deste seu viver

Eu vivo atrás do seu horizonte

Abraçando-te a partir de retaguarda

Ao você o sentimentalmente olhando

E quando você me toca do seu jeitinho

Eu jamais esqueço isso e acabo 

De longe te admirando

Tu és o verdadeiro doce

Eu com cigarro falso na mão

Esperada, más valeu a pena

Deus pertinho e um cão

Sempre subirei nesta tua peça de movimento

Me alivio nas tuas palavras calmantes e gentíos

Procurando a direção, um lugar, e o destino

Entre escuridão, certezas, luzes e rios

Eu amo a memoria de você com Djavan

Eu amo esta onda que esta perpetuando ainda

Com minha alma dançando eu tal tal voando

Nesta aurora de vocês tão, tão, tão linda

Mesmo que observo as tuas simples mentiras

Entre o complexo invisível da verdade

Eu escolho em qualquer língua

A viver esta saudade

Eu sou e serei tudinho e absolutamente livre

Assim conectado, ligado, amarrado

E juntinho com você

Tu serás agora e doravante

Noite e dia, e a pequena morte

Neste novo amanhecer

Eu te conheço, a tua alma

A insustentável leveza

De tu seres, de cor

Porque involuntariamente desejando

Eu detectei este seu grande amor

HC_Behrens

Saturday 24, 2016

[11:30 hrs]

Um Dia Destes

Um Dia Destes

Um dia destes uma canção que nasce em mim

Não vai me encher do melhor e depois logo vacilar 

Um dia destes o seu silencio não vai sacar este bom

Más aumentar, apreciar, agradecer e ressoar 

Um dia destes estas minhas palavras 

Vão brincar seriamente com o seu violão 

E dar uma vida nova, crescente e florescente 

Nesta forma não racional de uma canção 

Um dia destes a eternidade

Não chega eternamente ao fim

E fortaleze o seu coração para

Que cresce dentro de mim

A vida é só uma só

Depois do medo geral

A vida é gentilmente

Aquele auto astral

Eu nasço, eu morro, eu nasço, eu morro

Com seus dedos tocando os fios tal conectados

Eu sorrio, eu choro, eu sorrio, mais menos choro

No vazio do origem destes futuros e passados

Eu sou uma verdadeira história fingida

Eu sou um grande exagero bastante limitado

Eu espero tudo mais que nada e pouco e o mundo

Mesmo sem nenhum amor eu me sinto amado

Um dia destes, mais que desses

Este teu sorriso será o meu lindo lar

Um dia destes, que se chamam o dia hoje

Você me deixa infinitivamente te amar

Um dia destes, um hoje

Você vai pegar a minha mão

Dissolvendo con os teus olhos

A provação do nosso coração

A vida é só uma só

Depois do medo geral

A vida é gentilmente

Aquele auto astral

HC_Behrens

Thursday 22, 2016

[17:55 hrs]

Coração Aceso

Coração Aceso

Você me faz lembrar deste meu grande seu amor 

Você me faz lembrar do que eu nunca más tive 

Você me faz lembrar de um divino redentor

Você me faz lembrar do que sempre vive 

O meu coração está aceso

Com uma luz que tive apagada

A minha vida ressuscita e morre

Extraordinariamente amada 

Por um momento que dura você alimentou 

A forme que eu nem lembrei que eu jamais tinha 

A manhã já vira tarde demais e a noite vira dia 

Com o sonho nos meus braços na minha 

Ainda me encontro bêbado, frágil e fraco 

Cheio de água que compartilhamos não furada 

E ao mesmo momento desidratadao e necessitado 

Sem precisar nem pouco, nem muito e nem nada 

Drogado de um bem muito pouco cafeína 

Bem mais adrenalina e muito que mais você 

Eu me seguro na tua delicadeza e sem vista 

Eu tenho tanto a frente para a ver 

Supero os velhos medos 

Sempre bem perto deste violão 

Me deito suavemente no teu sulco 

Para acalmar, aplainar e alisar o chão 

O chão que me levar a um eterno sorriso grande 

Mesmo com a nariz e os olhos de repente chorando

O chão que faz dois ouvidos um, mas bem entendidos 

E a imaginação ter alas que felizmente acabam voando 

Uma brisa tão linda e tão gostosa 

Vira o vento agradável de prazer 

Vira um tufínho inocente 

Vira o meu querer 

Beijada pela bela musa da criação 

A tinta vira um lindo orgasmo no papel 

Ansiosamente radiando e faixando centelhas 

Da ligação do meu alter eu com o seu nosso céu 

Você me faz lembrar do meu grande seu amor 

Você me faz lembrar do que eu nunca más tive 

Você me faz lembrar de um divino redentor 

Você me faz lembrar do que sempre vive 

O meu coração está aceso 

Com uma luz que tive apagada 

A minha vida ressuscita e morre 

Extraordinariamente amada 

HC_Behrens 

Thursday 22, 2016 

[ 13:55 hrs ]

Sternenklar

Sternenklar

Ich hätte vertrauen sollen

Meinem allerersten Instinkt

Ich hätte ja wissen müssen

Dass deine Liebe stinkt

Du kommst daher

Redest bevor du denkst

Und fürchtest dich ja riesig

Dass du dir etwas verschenkst

Du bist kein ganzer Mann

Und eine kleine verbitterte Frau

Und dass ich nicht der Grund bin

Das weiss ich aber ganz genau

Schiebe nicht einfach so etwas vor

Was der Wahrheit nicht entspricht

Du bist nur auf die Genugtuung

Und ewigen Ruhm erpicht

Du wirst nut geleitet von Stolz

Wie die Marionette vom Spieler

Und ich bin ins Ziel geschossen

Du verbleibst der Verlierer

Du hast keinen Mumm

Das war und ist dir nicht klar

Und du wirst es auch nicht wissen

Nicht morgen, nicht in einem Jahr

Eine grosse Liebe verabschiedet sich

Ich nehme sie hinfort wieder hier mit mir

Nichts ahnend wirst du sie doch vermissen

Verzeihung, aber das ist nicht mein Bier

Viel Spass mit dem Pony oder auch dem Esel

Dass oder der dem Reiter besser entspricht

Das feurige Pferd zieht die Freiheit vor

Und bereut es bei dir auch nicht

Ich bin ganz einfach nicht dafür geschaffen

Für das Laufen im Kreise oder Dressur

Und chauvinistische Erquickungen

Langweilen mich einfach nur

Zurück zu den süssen Klängen

Zurück, trotz so rauher Natur

Zurück zu meiner Würde

Zurück zur Liebe pur

HC_B

MAY 19, 2009

[24:00 hrs]

Introvert Expressions

Introvert Expressions

You are one of a Karma

Bad and as it happens, good

You do and the same way don't

What I could, should have, would

You are really something

And really nothing at finally all

You are a pleasurable running away

And a, it seems like, never ending call

You are a no go

And the , yes, absolute

A hot and also a  cold case

To ever passionately dispute

You kick my butt

And don't move yours

You have kinda strategy

Not being on course

You are cool as ice

And are afraid as the hell

Gentle and polite, but spoiled

A soft hard nut as far as I can tell

You lose your time

You find your own way

You shut your broken heart

For someone could ever stay

Hope does not connect

Two sides of every bridge

Money, delusion or fame

Won't make you rich

Pay good attention to whatever

Continues when nothing remains

Look out for who is the winner

When your heart does reign

There is comfort in the risk

There is comfort in the unknown

You'll find what you're looking for

When you make it all your own

You are the cock of the walk

A traditional egg in the basket apart

The chicken of your own and every party

Appealing, because the only rooster in my yard

HC_B

August 5, 2016

09:00 PM

Highlander in Lowland

Highlander in Lowland

Yes. - You know what it feels like being

Wild and brutal and innocent like a lamb

You know what it feels like being strong

And to elapse with the running sand

And you know how I feel healthy

When I feel all that sudden insane

You know how I feel all handsome

Midst an ugly injustice name

You know how I do care about

When nobody, neither I, seems to care

You know how I sense, notice and perceive

When I happen to appear blissfully unaware

And you know that I do love

Although I have no reason why

You know that I also can hate

But mostly prefer to cry

You know that I'm vulnerable

Because I gave you the power to

You know that I am all willed 

The halfway all through

You know that I live fully

Half dead and half-forsaken

You know that I am all blessed

Nearly all the God's way awaken

You know that I'm happy

Even though I'm awfully sad

You know that I can kill you

Or make you heavenly glad

You know me, you know you

You know how the world works

You know that hope isn't to die

But it does and that it hurts

Hope dies off and on, and yet again

Then it rises from the dead becoming a new

Hope is a "Highlander", invisible and yet there

Damned to be alive, not living it all through

You know that we are equal

You know that we are the same

You know that we've already won

Even though we'd never may gain

You know that I know you

You know that you're with me

And I know that I'm in you

Wherever you may be

HC_B

July 31, 2016

[03:48 hrs]

Jam-to be?

Jam-to be?

I feel bit stupid, bounded and baffled

I feel that I shouldn't feel at all somehow

I feel that I should come to any conclusion

Get a closure and get some peace, right now

I cannot go on, giving my heart without giving it

In return, being dear to, including easing myself here

Being of one mind, being palsy-walsy and not airy-fairy

With strong option of no fall-back option, that half-sheer

I feel I'd like to have it one way

I feel like I'd like to have it all

I feel like I'd like to vanish

Or like giving it a call

"Give it a rest!?" or "Give it a try!?"

"Give it a shot!? or do "Give it a bone!?

"Give it a listen!? "Shall we call it quits!?

I need an open door, and windows, a home

Time is running bloody fast

Wisdom goes agonizingly slow

The risks are all high, I know

And guarantees all so low

But what's with what is all so given?

How do I know what's to be worthwhile?

What's an impasse, blind and dead end?

Or what is worth a so extra mile?

I feel ho-hum, overdue and some irritated

I feel a painless pain in my heart and ass

I want to go much further reaching

"Goodbye-ing" to that "mess"

I guess I hit the road to hit the damned pot 

That's not empty or full of lack of decision

I better hit the deck to hit the bullseye

Imagination, interest, and vision

HC_B

July 31, 2016

[01:57 hrs]

The Complexional Prejudices of Man

The Complexional Prejudices of Man

If I believed the whole wide world

I wouldn't deserve one tiny little thing

I wouldn't be any worth any gold that mint

Neither the light nor the darkness or some ring

If I believed that world 

I wouldn't be worth my salt 

Not worth a fight or some try 

Being just fuss, factor and fault 

If I believed the world 

I'd merit no single friend 

No piece of luck, no chance 

Nor love or nor mirth to grant 

I would be simply transparent 

So opaque, dark and obscure as well

I'd be just a thing virtuously being used 

A place in one's heart where to dwell 

If I believed that world all around 

I'd be a paradise without such a garden 

I would not be worth my weight or my light 

I'd hardly deserve any single gentle so pardon 

But I don't believe it

I'm not such a simple fool 

I might be all of that and not 

I may be weird, green and cool 

But I'm even more than this little world

I'm much more than the world seems to know 

I'm more than the inner world of pain, guilt or hate 

And more space, water, air or energy with oars to row 

I'm a believer, some higher truth, and the blood 

That once has been shed to be saved and too, to save 

I am the creator of the world inside the so wider world 

A dream to be real and vigorous, and most of all brave 

HC_Behrens 

July 17th, 2016 

[12:58 hrs] 

So Weit, So Gut, So Besser

So Weit, So Gut, So Besser

Wenn ich sterbe, möchte ich, dass du weisst

Ich habe dich immer und wirklich geliebt

Du warst für mich dieser Grund

Der mir den Boden gibt 

Wenn ich dann sterbe 

Und du fühlst dich allein 

Möchte ich für dich dieser 

Grund und Boden sein 

Wenn ich einmal sterbe 

Unerwartet und unverhofft 

Möchte ich, dass du glücklich bist 

Mehr als nur ein wenig, sondern oft 

Wenn ich also verlasse 

Diese so sehr schöne Welt 

Denke nicht, dass damit 

Alles zusammenfällt 

Alle Vögel singen dir weiter 

Meine, deine und neue Lieder 

Sie putzen sich unermüdlich 

Ihr flaumiges Gefieder 

Werde ich also einmal fort sein 

Tanze die Wonne eng umschlungen 

Mit Seligkeit, Mut und Freude 

Und süssen Erinnerungen 

Gehe ich hinfort 

Gehe ich dort hinüber 

Stehe nicht zaudernd still 

Gehe mit mir darüber 

Erlange ich diese Unendlichkeit 

In des Himmels bereitenden Armen 

Schenke dir in Raum und Zeit 

Frieden und Erbarmen 

Führe ich unendlich 

Und werde endlich geführt 

Werde ich es hoffentlich sein 

Der dich heilend berührt 

Wenn ich tot bin 

Ohne doch tot zu sein 

Gedenke Gott, der Liebe 

Mein ganzes Leben mein 

HC_Behrens 

May 22, 2009 

[13:15 hrs]