Gegenstand des Seins

Gegenstand des Seins

 Ja. - Es ist besser benutzt zu werden

Du hast Recht, als so unnütz zu sein

Weit besser jemanden zu erfreuen

Denn zu ersticken in dem Keim

Es ist sehr gut, es und es nicht zu brechen

Und besser sich in einer Hand zu biegen

Und sich in dem Winde dieses Zweifels

Liebster, mehr als weniger zu wiegen

Ich spüre deine Hand auf meinem Rücken

Im Rhythmus des Mutter's Reigen zum Trost

Ich fühle diese liebevolle Geste, hier ganz allein

Nicht mehr so ganz beirrt, nicht mehr so erbost

Was unterscheidet den Menschen vom Ding?

Was macht denn wirklich den Unterschied?

Was aus Eheleuten wirklich Verbundene?

Was macht aus den Worten das Lied?

Ist es das Unbegreifliche oder Wissen?

Ist es der Atem der uns verbindet?

Ist es der Schmerz im Leben?

Der seinen Weg findet!

Seinen Weg findet, ja, wieder zurück

Seinen Weg wieder, ja, besser voran

Seinen Weg hier her, und stehend

Die Frau? Nein. Seinen Mann!

Ja, klopfe sanft auf meinen Rücken

Ja, klopfe sanft an meine eine Tür

Klopfe sanft in meinem Herzen

Liebling, "Rühre dich in mir!"

"Trete weg"! - Du bist frei, du bist entlassen

Ja, du darfst gehen wann immer du willst

Du bist die Frage die du aufstellst, die

Du regst, du beruhigst, du stillst

Stehe gegen mich, oder stehe

Gegen das eigene Leben

Stehe Stand gegen

Im Vergeben!

H.C. Thiesgen

Friday 7th July 2017

12:20 hrs. ( MET + )

No Mighty Jesus

No Mighty Jesus

Sometimes I want to take my smile

And bury it deep down to the ground

To keep it there in perpetuity, or until

One anyway really wants it to be found

One that is not all that all above or that hoity-toity

To take the bloody ole spade and dig it the heck out

Who isn't afraid of some darkness of circumstance

Not too pussy, not too wussy and not to proud

Sometimes I want to take all of those tears

And wet the earth to make some new life grow

Some mellifluous, charming and convincing flower

For all the ones that and what I love to better know

Better know that it is in posse to really reckon on me

As vast and multitudinous it may ever though appear

That there is goodness and there is a lot of capacity

Pretty great and sublime stuff behind all the fear

I just want to be understood and all appreciated

Don't want to do any harm hardly ever, at all

And even though I'm no "mighty" Jesus

I have my reasons as well as my call

My call to make the world a better place

My duty to support and help the misunderstood

My vision to make a change however tiny it may be

To die knowing that I didn't corrupted myself as I could

I may not be that perfect

I may not be all that I am

I may not be great fitting

Though, I am and I can

I can suffuse extraordinary dreams

I can surprise whoever else and myself

I am an quite open and not read book

Too good to get dusty on the shelf

So maybe help me you "mighty" Jesus

If you are ..., too, don't be shy and get in

Make things right and make things happen

Make blood thick again, not watery, not thin

HC_Behrens

October 15, 2016

[10:30 hrs]

Kisses for the Past

Kisses for the Past

I've been close to you

And now I'm 

Not,

I'm 

On my WAY

To get what it's got.

To get what's mine for REAL,

To get what's mine for me to FEEL.

I'm JUST all right

I'm just OK,

I am 

Quite relaxed

And on my WAY.

Give me JUST

One more kisses to

LEAVE'm TO THE PAST,

Give me JUST

One more

LOVE,

For SOME ...

Faith,

For SOME ...

Reason,

For SOME ...

Blood

HERE TO LAST...!

JUST give me 

SOME more kisses

For me "To GO",

To "Let it GO",

JUST give me

SOME more kisses

For me to KNOW!

To KNOW,

That I'm worth doing, worth striving for...!

To KNOW,

That I'm worthwhile all that dulcet smile...!

To KNOW,

That I'm worth the trouble...!

And worth one's while...!

You have been too good to be TRUE

That ONE PERCENT, but the perverse,

I really appreciate your HONESTY

All your power to rehearse.

I have the GUTS,

I have the big HEART,

I have the very VISION,

What's up and next

To come and 

Expect

Is simply "GOD's"

decision...!

HC_Behrens

September 29, 2016

[10:25 hrs]

Highlander in Lowland

Highlander in Lowland

Yes. - You know what it feels like being

Wild and brutal and innocent like a lamb

You know what it feels like being strong

And to elapse with the running sand

And you know how I feel healthy

When I feel all that sudden insane

You know how I feel all handsome

Midst an ugly injustice name

You know how I do care about

When nobody, neither I, seems to care

You know how I sense, notice and perceive

When I happen to appear blissfully unaware

And you know that I do love

Although I have no reason why

You know that I also can hate

But mostly prefer to cry

You know that I'm vulnerable

Because I gave you the power to

You know that I am all willed 

The halfway all through

You know that I live fully

Half dead and half-forsaken

You know that I am all blessed

Nearly all the God's way awaken

You know that I'm happy

Even though I'm awfully sad

You know that I can kill you

Or make you heavenly glad

You know me, you know you

You know how the world works

You know that hope isn't to die

But it does and that it hurts

Hope dies off and on, and yet again

Then it rises from the dead becoming a new

Hope is a "Highlander", invisible and yet there

Damned to be alive, not living it all through

You know that we are equal

You know that we are the same

You know that we've already won

Even though we'd never may gain

You know that I know you

You know that you're with me

And I know that I'm in you

Wherever you may be

HC_B

July 31, 2016

[03:48 hrs]