Dream Big
There you are, maybe, again, or at last
The wonder, the miracle, the match for to be
Could you be real, just to stay a little while forever
Or is it another challenge to test me, to be finally free
Good Lord, you know best, who I am, what I’ve been through
I’ve had way enough of the lectures of life for my taste now, you bet
Nevertheless, I know there is always more to learn, to discover, reveal
Nevertheless, I’d rather do not live another experience of grief or regret
I have come a long way to be here, to be aware, to be who I am to be now
That doesn’t mean I haven’t made stupid things, mistakes, foolish stuff
It does mean though that I’ve learned a lot, went through some hell
Went through a transformation, have had oohs and aahs enough
You ask me, could or would you have me just for your own
Honestly, I can say you couldn’t, neither would nor will
I just belong to live itself, love the whole world within
My heart is not "possessable", it’s independent, still
Still, I long to be connected to, I long to care
Still, there’s a place I’m looking for to be
My home, my heaven, my safe haven
My wonderful homecoming in me
I’m some exhausted to think
I’m not good enough, why
Hold under by complex
Behaving lowly or shy
I am rich as heaven
The kingdom per se
Not perfect, all right!
So what? Hey, hurray!
Wouldn’t it be hell for you
If I was, if it happened to be
Does it not make you human
As well, doesn’t it set you free
Hence, choose wisely your desire
Consider the angles you can accept
I do not intend to be used, tested, lost
Damned sure though I want to be kept
We’ll see if I will feel safe enough to give
Myself completely, maybe for the first
Time - it seems to be a good timing
Grand, maybe it will even rhyme
I am no kind of idiot, no fool
Furthermore, on that I plan
Please, be so kind, and nice
Appearing just wham-bam
On the other hand, I waited
This whole life long and ago
Some all is left yet, I'm glad
Maybe home we go, “Hi ho”
HC_Thiesgen
March 25, 2020
5:51 PM (CET)
