Jam-to be?

Jam-to be?

I feel bit stupid, bounded and baffled

I feel that I shouldn't feel at all somehow

I feel that I should come to any conclusion

Get a closure and get some peace, right now

I cannot go on, giving my heart without giving it

In return, being dear to, including easing myself here

Being of one mind, being palsy-walsy and not airy-fairy

With strong option of no fall-back option, that half-sheer

I feel I'd like to have it one way

I feel like I'd like to have it all

I feel like I'd like to vanish

Or like giving it a call

"Give it a rest!?" or "Give it a try!?"

"Give it a shot!? or do "Give it a bone!?

"Give it a listen!? "Shall we call it quits!?

I need an open door, and windows, a home

Time is running bloody fast

Wisdom goes agonizingly slow

The risks are all high, I know

And guarantees all so low

But what's with what is all so given?

How do I know what's to be worthwhile?

What's an impasse, blind and dead end?

Or what is worth a so extra mile?

I feel ho-hum, overdue and some irritated

I feel a painless pain in my heart and ass

I want to go much further reaching

"Goodbye-ing" to that "mess"

I guess I hit the road to hit the damned pot 

That's not empty or full of lack of decision

I better hit the deck to hit the bullseye

Imagination, interest, and vision

HC_B

July 31, 2016

[01:57 hrs]