More Than A Thing

More Than A Thing

Thank you for pointing out so lovely

All the good things you can find that I do

There's nobody else who does it, me including

That's one of all the reasons I have a fancy for you

But, it's not just a quirky mood, it's respect, kind of trust

It's a reality, behind and in front the mystery of now

More than a thing that happens then and again

Something, someone I depend on somehow

Without you, my life would be of no consequence

Without you, my life would be empty and stale

But roaming around like a motherless child

There never would be any wind in my sail

You keep me going, you make me stop

You make me want to be a better one

You are my idol, my ideal, my image

 My mirror I want to reflect more on

If I called you love, you'd run away

If I called you darling, you'd fear

If I call you whatever dearest

I won't ever have you near

Isn't it ironic, isn't it!?

The more I give you

The more you do

Seem to sue

However

I forgive you

Every time again

That's certainly true

Even if you don't want it

You're more than such a thing

You're not simply a lover, an affair

With or without sex, you're not a fling

You're definitely the sweetest thing in my life

Like the weather something I can't change

I take it the way it is, hoping for the best

Given the power of destiny to arrange

You're more than a thing, I guess

More than a thing, that I know

Stay with me, no matter what

Never ever let me or you go

H.C. Thiesgen (Behrens)

Thurs. 3rd August 2017

12:59 hrs. ( MET + )

No Mighty Jesus

No Mighty Jesus

Sometimes I want to take my smile

And bury it deep down to the ground

To keep it there in perpetuity, or until

One anyway really wants it to be found

One that is not all that all above or that hoity-toity

To take the bloody ole spade and dig it the heck out

Who isn't afraid of some darkness of circumstance

Not too pussy, not too wussy and not to proud

Sometimes I want to take all of those tears

And wet the earth to make some new life grow

Some mellifluous, charming and convincing flower

For all the ones that and what I love to better know

Better know that it is in posse to really reckon on me

As vast and multitudinous it may ever though appear

That there is goodness and there is a lot of capacity

Pretty great and sublime stuff behind all the fear

I just want to be understood and all appreciated

Don't want to do any harm hardly ever, at all

And even though I'm no "mighty" Jesus

I have my reasons as well as my call

My call to make the world a better place

My duty to support and help the misunderstood

My vision to make a change however tiny it may be

To die knowing that I didn't corrupted myself as I could

I may not be that perfect

I may not be all that I am

I may not be great fitting

Though, I am and I can

I can suffuse extraordinary dreams

I can surprise whoever else and myself

I am an quite open and not read book

Too good to get dusty on the shelf

So maybe help me you "mighty" Jesus

If you are ..., too, don't be shy and get in

Make things right and make things happen

Make blood thick again, not watery, not thin

HC_Behrens

October 15, 2016

[10:30 hrs]

The Flower Astray

The Flower Astray

I know that I 

Eventually, have to let go

What never was mine in the first place,

I take my chances

Trying to take it easy,

Projecting a smile 

Facing to face.

There will be no more flower

That won't remind me 

Of the one you

Didn't get,

I really long to replace it

Anyway, anyhow and always

And, I live to not regret.

Just to see your smile

Makes me feel in heaven

Just to hear you sing

Kicks me out 

Of blue,

Even though I might 

Never ever possess you

I am free to love you.

You are love to me

No matter how

Nore what,

You are love

So very

Fine,

I know love is free and 

Still, being a human being

It hurts, not to be able 

Calling you mine.

I keep looking to the place

Where two heavy chairs

Took it some easy

Having fun,

Leaving 

Sweet memories

And no way

To run.

Facts are against us

Facts, and maybe more,

Facts without God

Made in 

"Humanity"

But what 

For...?

Do you even care...?

Or are you as 

I am...?

Could you possibly be...

My soulmate

My so equivalent

My "wo-hu-man"...?

I don't want you to worry

I don't want you to choose

I just want you to gain

And never ever 

Again lose...!

You are my flower

My one flower long astray

Keep amplifying your flavor

Keep lovelifying my way.

HC_Behrens

September 27, 2016

[ 09:50 hrs ]

No Night before Dawn

No Night before Dawn

Can you see me

This little homely me

Poor and lonesome

As one can be

A firestorm

Around my neck

The desert's calling

For one more wreck

Empty rooms

In empty spaces

Fading memories

Trite fading faces

Empty hearts

Desires and love

Empty blue skies

There high above

Don't want to die

Beyond a real smile

 No, don't want to cry

Walking that mile

God give me happiness

To cover my weary bones

God give me some peace

After too many homes

Let me gladly wake up

With the sun on my face

Blood in all my heart

Power and grace

Open that door

I'm quite longing for

And long before daylight

Ain't be no night there anymore

HC_B - 19/11/08

[10:45 PM]