AMEN

AMEN

I want to learn...

To get hold of myself 

I want to learn...

Not to cry,

I want to learn...

Seriously, not to care 

Sometimes,

I want to learn...

How to fly...! 

I want to learn to...

Easily hold someone

And be sure to me 

Once and again,

I want to learn...

How to use my power

And be my own 

Big fan. 

I want to learn...

To sleep at night just having

Sweet, sweet dreams,

How to hold you tight

And, know what it means.

I want to learn...

How to write a song

That is actually be sung

And not vanished into air,

How to make you trust 

How to let you care.

I want to learn...

Not to be that scared

Under my courage,

To travel light

With

Without

Such Luggage.

I want to learn...

To make you want me

The way that I want you,

To start something and...

Really, follow through.

I want to learn...

To truly be that such me

Whoever that may be,

How to fit enough

Freely and free.

Am I a fool...?

Am I worthwhile...?

Or am I just to be taken...?

Once in a while...!

I'm afraid to get to the other side...!

I'm afraid to awaken...!

But I can do it

"Anything"

Well, I can do it 

With you,

I can worship

Can follow

I can

Seriously, be true...!

I want to learn..., how to

Stop acting like a "little girl"

And start acting "like a man",

Want to escape all sabotage

And give the world 

All that I am.

I want to learn..., how to, how...

Besides having lots of work, how to

Actually gaining some money,

Being still adorable

Even when

Even if,

Not being funny...!

I want to learn...

Who and what for I  am

When I don't sleep, 

Eat, or write,

I want to learn...

Who's the best in me, inside?

I want to learn...

(Even just for a while)

To respect, trust and love

Just myself for a change

More than my next,

How to speak my feelings,

Without any kind of text.

Yes, I want to learn to...

How to do constantly some more, well

Not, even get hurt in my dreams,

I want to see how things are

And not how it seems.

I want so badly to learn...

How to walk lightly and unfazed

No matter the status quo of the posts,

Without being burdened by my complex

By my demons and my ancient ghosts,

"My dearest, my love of my life..."

I want to learn to...

What matters

Most.

I want to learn...

How to ever control my emotions

How to get angry a lot, without

Transform to a "Hulk",

I want to learn...

Being 

A big child

An adult.

Mostly I want to learn to...

Neither fall in love too easily

Nor that extreme hardly,

To affect you 

Gently 

As a

"CORE WAVE"

Not...

As a 

Dazzling,

Mind-blowing

All-consuming

(Friggin')

"HARDCORE PARTY"...!

I want to learn...

How to cry out loudly

My joyful happiness,

I want to learn...

To confess,

I want to learn...

How to forget everything

Around me,

Around all you,

Around God...!

"And just bloody BLESS...!"

Am I a fool...?

Am I worthwhile...?

Or am I just to be taken...?

Once in a while...!

I'm afraid to get to the other side...!

I'm afraid to awaken...!

But I can do it

"Anything"

Well, I can do it 

With you

I can worship

Can follow

I can

Seriously, be true...!

HC_Behrens

September 27, 2016

[08:30 hrs]