Prioritizing Progress

Prioritizing Progress

No, I do not want to possess you

I rather make you happy instead

I prefer to keep the distance up

Than just to share some bed

No good comes from being

Or satisfying another pity case

Amour propre should forbid that

Not just to keep and save the face

All I've ever wanted was being with you

Whoever you were, whoever you will be

Yet I realized that at the end of the day

The only one I was targeting was me

Looking for the perfect me to love

Looking for my being to accept

Looking for what I've lost

For a life, I could erect

And, within all that misery

I have been passing through

There have been a thousand

Thousand times, times you

Now then should I better be done with?

This enormous desire to conjoin?

Am I better off for the while?

Having me here to coin?

Stuck in adolescence

One may call it perchance

Something is holding me back

Somethings are ready to advance

Yap! - Life is too short! They say.

Whatever, to squander around

Living below and submerged

Even though above-ground

May all the Forces be with me.

May, well, the exercises succeed.

May God have mercy on my Soul.

Cometh the Hour. - "Good speed!"

H.C. Thiesgen (Behrens)

Wednesday 12th July 2017

02:35 hrs. ( MET + )