One Of A Kind

One Of A Kind

Oh, why can't I just wish you straight to hell

Why can't I just stop giving you the words

Yes, why can't I just make you love me

When the absence of it simply hurts

Why do you have all those preferences

You know my preferences are you

Why can't I be proud without

You in my every day anew

Why do I fear to be proud anyway?

'Cause I fear to be arrogant at all?

That people use to think of me

Any way they want me to fall

You seem to be an exception

At some times you seem to care

Sometimes I feel security and sense

Feel to be treated benignly, jovially, fair

Why do I have to be even more far away?

Therewith you to be some more near?

Why can't you decide once for all?

Who are you? There and here.

I'm afraid that I will die all alone

Without a friend, or a dear, or a soul

I'm afraid that I never will be complete

That I will never embody an important role

Why do I appear stupid when I am in love?

Why everybody does romance, but not me?

Why can't I just count on you further on?

Why can't you just let it happen to be?

Why all these questions again?

Why can't I be a certainty?

Waking up every day?

As in you as in me

No, I can't wish you to hell, I need the breadcrumbs 

For to find and to follow my way again back home

You kill, eat me or save me, I'm at your mercy

Not anywhere near 'I'd rather be alone'

This usually works, this usually fits

Usually is my solution way out

Usually, it gives me power 

Usually, that's all about

I wish I could go

Leaving you behind

Wish you were and also

You weren't, one of a kind

H.C. Thiesgen (Behrens)

Saturday 5th August 2017

11:25 hrs. ( MET + )