Lighthouse of Delusion

Lighthouse of Delusion

A friend is gone, my hopes, my acceptance

A good while of my life, a good memory

I prepare to face more than nothing

I stand up to not cave in misery

Wouldn't it be wonderful if money hadn't scarfed you

When your principles would not have been bought

Couldn't it be fantastic when you could love me

Without prejudices, fear or a second thought

What a great idea, what a dream it seems

Thinking that you might be different, be the one

Allow me to still hang on to hopes, that may be stupid

Faith, in the sweet home where I live for, where I belong

Who said that here, the solution couldn't have been you

Your friends? Your mother? Your ex? Apprehensibility?

You floored me hard down, you've been waiting for it
Pussy-footing around again with the usual facility

 I discern, know where you are coming from 

One is as good and as bad as is the other

You gave me more than an inch, yes

The mile took me away rather

No love, no home, no smile

No sweetest word to hear or to say

No day to be born again to look forward

No better than a list of happiness dying away

As likely as not, guess you won't surprise me anymore

Well, ego's pride has taken up your everyday all through

I'm swimming boldly in a sea of sadness, without a harbor

Without the lighthouse on shore which lovely has been you

H.C. Thiesgen ( Behrens )

Sun 27th August 2017

03:45 hrs. ( MET + )