Diamonds in Disguise

Diamonds in Disguise

Oh, how I'd love to say I'm sorry, really

Oh, how I'd love to have you back in my life

Oh, how I hate myself for being such so loser

Or for making your kindness turn to a knife

A knife that is stuck all in my heart now

A knife that cuts my world into despair

A knife that fills my lungs with blood

And, abandoned me from fresh air

I can't decide this time to do

I can't choose the role to admit

I can't let you be able to buy me

I can't betray myself just to fit

It's your turn now to man up

I do it my way, I do resist

I honored the women

You hated to exist

But it's her call but yet

If I should live or so die

It is her all unselfishness

Braving or walking on by

I'm not sure if I can survive 

One more birthday without glee

One more winter without that sun

That you used to shine rightly on me

I know that I don't really know you

If that generally happens at all

Just following a stupid faith

Just following some call

I want no more words

Can't bear it without you

Can't get enough to survive

Can hardly make it through

The darkness with no candle

The storm without a crutch

The light without a point

That I love very much

H.C. Thiesgen

Tue 20th August 2017

11:27 hrs. ( MET + )