Zero

ZERO

Here I am at zero when you come to think of it a moment

Well. - That’s quite what I wanted at a point in so long

Without being fixed to it or a “Cardinal” direction 

With merely minus potential to go such wrong

I’m not going to accept or even join kind of

A human, to put it lightly, some fascist scale

Being an absolute error from where I stand

Without any human or legal right to fail

Let me show you who I am or also not

The way I feel or also will not some so how

Help me to soften my being and what will be

For a sparkle of righteous right, right now

I am not a sister, no father, and no mother

Not a daughter, neither fish nor fowl, not a son

I’m not a friend, no enemy, no subject, no object

No professional in public, no figure, no one

Though I'm not an idiot 

Nor danger nor a fool

Charge or burden

Hardly cruel

I’m sick of any distance of what, the hell, should be near

Want things besides or near - nearby, in, inner or better here

Being believed to be special, no queer, being someone’s dear

A handsome me in you and a beautiful you in me to cheer

I’m smart and stupid, fun, serious, a leading light

As well as a fight for the future, laying all by my side

I am "Adam and Eve", some serpent and an apple

A constant challenge, "Prejudice & Pride"

I am an eye catcher and so a stopper  

I am a star, talent and waste, I’m a fan

Hardly known and hardly forgotten 

Nine times out of that famous ten

I’m so much loyalty inside, pur Inspiration

Heavenly paradise or funky spunky hell

I'm an ugly malfunction of a venture

That's pretty doing quite well

I am an ocean, challenged and I am the country

Pre-eminently water, I’ m no single or all tear

Dying up and down to live or to let die

I love at all, without all fear

I am not what you may expect of what I am

But a hopscotch of nothing and a pile of a lot

Enthusiastic, adorable, vulnerable & strong

No wrong or no right, just a child of God

HC_Behrens

February 2, 2012

[17:11 hrs]