Your Little Ugliness

Your Little Ugliness

You are not perfect

Of course, I'm not either

But this little ugliness in you

Makes me step up to a believer

You're not in all tune

Though you have rhythm

And the dance cheek to cheek 

Is like a sweet dream in a prism

You don't always tell the truth

But the experience with you is real

Furthermore, your silence is the start

For telling finally the way I love to feel

I'm all in your sadness, hatred, and fear

I'm all in your violence and lack to control

I'm all into crazy love you and make you happy

Minding my P's and Q's instead of playing the role

Nothing seems to be all fine

Nobody would eventually agree

None of us is hitting the fast track

But both of us are all ready to be free

You're way from all right 

Mirroring it all near or very far

The mistakes, the lacks, the minus

Darling, I know exactly who you are

You are a rocket with destination

My foolish and innocent heart

Darling, you are not learned

But very clever and smart

Oh, your little ugliness

Makes me want you more

More than I tried to hope for

Or ever used to manage before

Let me call you names, all those needed ones

Without hesitation for good, without regrets

And, see where life and God leads us next

Beautiful ugliness,"As good as it gets!"

H.C. Thiesgen

Monday 3rd July 2017

03:25 PM ( MET + )

Little Lion

Little Lion

I'm not alone

I'm not with you

I'm feeling homeless

You say you love to see me smile

But you know I actually feel like crying

You say that you see another person now

But it's only a part of the million ones

That make my own person complete

You say: Don't tell me what to do!

But I was only begging and I

Never ever wanted to

I'm of your kind

I understand

I don't want to cry

Because I love to see you love

I don't want to be any other person

Than the only one you passionately desire

Come into my arms and let me feel you begging

So I will  do my very best and I won't let it even be

I want to feel home, my heart

To let you see my serendipitous smile

I want to feel the new red for the old blue

Being your incomplete complete person

I want to feel home as never before 

Home sweet home with you

Don't be anxious, my little lion

Anxious, unsteady  or insecure

You are worth that million

I'm ever so very sure

I'm of your kind

I understand

Come on, be my big lion

And hold my hand

HC_B - 15/06/96

[3:50 PM]