Traum & Leben

Traum & Leben

Nun sind sie ja dahin

Die ach so vielen Jahre

Und du gehst hinüber

Ins unendlich Wahre

Empfangen von Armen

Welche so holde und fein

Wie wir deiner gedenken

Du bist gar nicht allein

Es schwindet die Nacht

Zu einem wolkenlosen Tag

Voller Wunder und Wohlsein

Wie sicher nur Gott es vermag

Vergangen jeglicher Schmerz

Die Seele atmet erleichtert auf

Das Schicksal entfaltet sich so

Und geht geruht seinen Lauf

Wir trauern um die Zeit

Die gestohlen erscheint

Wohl aber ja wissend

Die Liebe vereint

Deinetwegen sind wir nur

Im Gestern, heute und sowieso

Ein Teil deines dynamischen Lebens

Bedauernd, wehmütig, traurig und froh

Viele Geschichten malen dein farbenreiches Leben

In einem Spektrum einer kaum ergründlichen Reise

Von Kinderstimmen und Farben großer Sinfonien

Über Chorale und auch feine Klänge ganz leise

In dem Himmel ist die Erde

Wahrscheinlich eh einerlei

Darum ruhe und lebe

Dort ewig und frei

HC_Thiesgen

Publ. (No time)

Jan the 21st, 2011

The Healing Game

The Healing Game 

Strengthening this weak backbone 

The rotating head and unsung throat 

I'm on my way to salvation, even by foot

Nevertheless, I'm purposefully on the road 

I cannot really dismiss it so far 

The pride of some former fame 

But I am left well alone here 

Hardly almost the same 

I do distinguish consciously 

The wrong from certain right 

Know when to stop or, too,

Prepare me just to fight 

I mend myself piecemeal 

Enkindle the dead old flame 

It's some of a holy war, but 

Of such a healing game

Back to the future 

I am finally back to life 

Let's get us good together 

Let's more than just survive 

HC_Behrens 

October 13, 2001

[13:30 hrs]

Course of Wonders

Course of Wonders

Recently I thought about several times by now
Albeit, to consider you just as a dear and gentle friend
There is kind of reliable and enjoyable things to be thankful for
Competing with matters, sorry, I'll not furthermore be able to stand 

It neither makes part of my dream nor of my picture ahead
Neither has it made enchanting, blissful, joyful or sweet sense
I don't want my love fragmented and to squander energies
I want to feel free and liberated, not cautious and tense

Too many questions got simply unanswered meanwhile
Too many beautiful happenings and ongoings got too unshared
Too many "Yens" overlooked in the favor of the still claiming past
Too much eternal, but continually and cruelly ending, time uncared

At last, I finitely need enclosing, lossless and capacious attention
Need to unify and rejoin my distracted, strained empathy right now
Need my obscure sallowness be refilled with new light and colors
As my fallowness to be cultivated bright-eyed again somehow

Will I never get back more than my outstanding own embrace?
Merely an echo of my own love, of my own passion all in return?
In terms of the thousandth copy of the copy, used or abused
Attended by reservations, provisos and points to earn

I'm NO ONE, I'm EVERYONE, and I’m ONE
I want that living. I want that loving. I want that matter.

                           I want that ZERO full of great tendencies and means                           

Want you to want me BETTER and "no better"

I can let you go, plus I can go for myself, anyway
Moving forward onto some eventually higher ground
It's possible, but I don't want to, I'm tired of that
Counting backward really doesn't that count

I deserve to be liked and be treated with devotion
Without any necessary need for me to ever one day pay
Manifested as a predestined and choicest NONPAREIL
With sparkling and glistening WONDERS in my way

I deserve to be all that ME
I deserve to fulfill all that YOU
I deserve to call it that OUR
DREAM COME TRUE


HC_B - 21/08/15
[01:35 PM]