You are Nothing but a Hard Work

You're Nothing but a Hard Work

Happiness is just some hard work,

But work isn't necessarily that, oh so, ever fun.

Sometimes, occasionally and betimes, it's..., OK ...OK 

But usually, you just stark naked want to escape and run.

Happiness is a never sated, sucking and demanding bitch

A glutton for over and over, time and time again more

It's a profit, a trading, a business and such a deal

A clean and hopeful expression for a whore

Doubt me, prove me, fine, very wrong  

Prove me sarcastic, aver me a, yes, that fool

Substantiate those good things happen indeed

With no any way to fend off it and overrule

Without illusions, degradations and necessities 

To change yourself, your thoughts or your ambitions

Or to undercut your weaknesses, failures. and fears

And enlighten your yet not lighten light visions

The world is full of cowards and wussies nowadays

I guess I became one of them, maybe yes and maybe not

Never really built on security or that "common sense"

Expected simply for being happy with what I've got

Looks like that way it doesn't work anymore

Never worked for stupid else, why so now for me

I have to work for my satisfaction, for gold for good

For a zest for this life and for some little, oh, gree.

I have to that sculpture me and engrave me

I need to chisel my own darn heavyweight

I need to summit and clamber that freely

Heck, I need to crest my own so height

"I HAVE WHAT I NEED HERE RIGHT NOW."

Yes, "MOMENTUM brings me at the head."

Yes, “I let go expectations of the future."

Yap, make some firm plan instead!?

What about? SIMPLY BE? HERE AND NOW?

What about? SHARE WHAT YOU the hell GOT?

Today everybody is a little Hitler insight in and out

Feeling superior, fairly being it or actually really not

Who's different is a "little" bit of danger

Who's passionate, cares a "little" bit too much

Big impressions outside of one’s own capacities

Better be and stay a "little" more out of touch

So do your HOMEWORK

Don’t forget your AFFIRMATIONS

Get out of your beloved COMFORT ZONE

And maybe, “YEAH”: “Congratulations!”

Happiness is nothing but a hard work

No wonder, no miracle, no surprise

Happiness is only a privilege

"That Shines, in the Rise"

HC_B - 07/10/15

[6:35 pm]

Suck or Seek

Suck or Seek

So much on the subject Friendship

Even more, the stupid subject called love

Drop all other causes to believe in, any Co.'s

For my heart ever jumping so happily up above 

Above the average of damned sadness

Above the annoying shades of fucking gray

Above some ironic or cynic philosophic mind

With hope for somebody to ever one-day stay

I think I now want to declare something quite broadly

That from now onwards I’ll do my best to be such a prick

For life and people have a very good and feasible reason

To suck and respect me like such any useless ever dick

Oh, yes, I’m sorry, but then again not really of course

I used to express myself very literally and still I do

Using so strong language from time to time

Not just talking some riddles to you

How many really chances went simply by?

Believing in something that’s now forever gone?

How many people claiming, to be honest, or real?

Remaining to be none too much or bar none?

How many lives did I directly, humbling or poorly lose?

How often did I, as far back as, as early as and even yet, die?

How often I’ve been reborn that off and on and on and off?

To, sad but actually true, once and even more again, cry?

Welcome to and drop dead from the open seas of me with various surfaces

Where you can enjoy yourself, fulfill your dreams, pass by or pass away

Welcome to and drop dead from the depth of undiscovered nature

Get the fuck out of here, don't mind, if you don’t want to stay

I am that beautiful ocean, full of life, full of death and full of those endless tears

Rife with colors and reflections - wholly inconsistent - light and so is dark

The simple element, subject, H2O or popular and dreaded myth

The natural habitat of the dolphins and also the shark

Love me or, hang it all, leave me

See you in such Heaven or in such Hell

Hope you've learned, to be honest hitherto

And PLEASE have a better story to tell

I love you always – whoever

I love you fucking in and out the deep

Not the easy way, the cluelessness, the repulsion

The illusions of going, but actually you creep

I prefer to suit myself extraordinary and to man up

I prefer to look into the ugly face of truth and to walk tall

If you can't picture yourself in the mirror with dignity

There's none of a sense of dumpish walking at all

I love you always. You bet that all.

I love you fucking in and out the deep

May you be blind, thriftless and sissy?

Gargantuan, jejune, paltry or steep

I'm that mostly advertent intimidating

I am thoroughgoing clear and real

When Cupid’s stupid or a sadist

I do cinch with armor steel

I love you that true "doof" of always

I love you in and out the deep

"Love me or leave me"

SUCK or SEEK

HC_B - 16/10/15

[5:00 PM]