Showing posts with label doubts. Show all posts
Showing posts with label doubts. Show all posts

Monday, May 30, 2016

Nichtsloser Nichtsnutz


Nichtsloser Nichtsnutz 


Ein so grauender Morgen 
Ein einsames weinendes Herz 
Am Horizont dort, nah und fern 
Nur ein unsichtbarer Schmerz 

Kein Funken, keine Hoffnung 
Nur diese öde Leere allein 
Ein ärmliches Dasein 
Ein trauriges Sein 

Träge, doch rastlos 
Von Urteilen geplagt 
Im Stillstand verloren 
Von Zweifeln gejagt 

Verdammt und verraten 
Vertraut und doch verkauft 
Der, der mit den Dämonen 
Und den Göttern rauft 

Habseliges Nichts 
Du traumseliges Nein 
Ein Meer füllt sich nicht 
Von deinen Tränen allein 

Kann er noch gewinnen 
Im dem nichtigen Schein 
Oder wird er für immer 
Dieser Verlierer sein


HC_Behrens 
February 18, 2007 
[14:00 hrs]

Thursday, April 21, 2016

Facing Liberty


Facing Liberty

Sitting in a backyard
Sun is leaving and coming
Would like to stay now 'n' here
But I can not stop running

It's a kind of obsession
It's a kind of heaven 'n' hell
A case of being some crazy
And of knowing me well

Devil is doing good work
Devil is cheating right on me
God can't help it, I can help it
Hell, thank God, I'm free

I'm facing obscure dark
Straight to the rotten why
Remembering good life
My Goodness, WHY

Damned missing of COULD BE
Damned thinking of SHOULD BE
Cannot bear to fail once ever again
I miss ME here, I miss my MAN

I need to respect HIM
I'm longing for salvation
I'm a bad doing farmer
For my own creation

Being this all so confused
That desert drowning sucks
Love is not simply a game
It's dealing with locks

Can't afford those  risks
Any further, any more
Devil has got me
God, it's war


HC_B - 28/08/01
[4:00 PM]

Sunday, April 17, 2016

Black Sheep Yearning in the Black of Night

Black Sheep Yearning 
in the Dead of Night

I'm a kind of those "black" sheep, Yeah,"Ooh woos hoo"
Inside again, I have to admit, sorry, I'm quite "white"
But I support that common ignorant image
For it to be being righteously right

Isn't a Tiger actually little more than
What about relativity? - Just a bigger cat?
Isn't what looks cute mostly liked to be treated
 Like an emotion-less and instinct-less pet?

Used for some pity any interest
Behoof, plus, and always gain
Without a caring rear view
What's here to remain?

Isn't it natural to be some needed and to be free?
Isn't what a tiger does usually quite accepted
Doesn't any animal fight for hunger, or
Being essentially disrespected

Why people are expected to be all the same
To be considered as basically sane?
Who lays down the rules
For this game?

May there not be different species
Amongst the human nature and "kind"?
A possibility to be honored some of somehow
Without getting permanently fucked man's mind

Wasn't there always a time when people had to roll with the punches?
I guess that it's all along been, as it were, a constantly "rolling stone"
And who thinks and thought too much "scrap" of a difference
Is and was supposed to be left tied and  crucially alone

How and why have you to embrace yourself
Without being, GOD MIGHTY, being embraced at all
     Who was that idiot who invented this sucking existence?      
So difficult to get the hell by, then again so easy to fall

Has it been really IT, "God", has it been really YOU? – “Really…?”
Then we have a lot in common, my friend, you're not easy to understand
But then again and so, I see, you are bloody good and have your reasons
With lots of good things and surprises and wonders and gifts to grant

So let me trust and so be trusted; respect and honestly be respected
So let me love and be loved somewhat and somehow comprehensively
Let me be your ART and my ART and nevertheless even their ART
And that “differently abled”, OK, if you like it so, that ME

I want to make sense in this so single, lonely, my now life
I want to look more genially to the wherever sky above
I want to do what I seem unable to even begin to do
I want to finally definitely indefinitely LOVE



HC_B - 03/10/15
[6:05 PM]