What About Me?

What About Me? There is a part in me that is crying

Hidden in my heart and my soul

There is a part in me just dying

“Lied doggo”  in a black hole

It seems like it’s nowhere to be found

In the absence of your liking, your care

It feels like choked of everything I need

It feels unbearably sad, guilty, in despair

I killed the connection and I killed the fun

I killed the faith that's been supposed to be

I killed the loving eye's, the trustworthiness

Over and over. - Then again it wasn't me!

There is a someone else in my so being

Just trying to protect me, and possess

Who does not really care as it seems

Who just wants me alone, I guess

But what about me down the ole road?

My grace, my sweetness 'n' my all to be

Might I do escape that stern occupation

At some point be able to break free?

How often I wished to be seen

Behind bars, imprisoned, alone

As well as I am used to discovering

And, comforting any weary other bone

Okay then, anew you weren't smart enough

Stronger than all the others, or luckier than me

I leave you be, alas, and rip you off my dreams

To face down the monster and finally being free

I feel pity for myself, I admit

Doesn't feel fair, doesn't fit

I'm left solely, by my own

No way to escape or quit.

I will survive however

Always did,  in silent still

Good that I'm a human being

With an alack, good hunting will

HC_Thiesgen

October 18th, 2018

01:54 PM (UTC +2)